“When I Go” – Conversations with Death 8
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Coda â Born in a forked-tongue story, but touching the star
Carter and Grammerâs âThe Mountainâ mines some of the same thematic territory asâWhen I Go.â From their 2000 album, Tanglewood Tree, âThe Mountainâ incorporates a similar notion of the soulâs reintegration into the natural world. It also reflects on the varieties and vicissitudes of religious traditions. Lest you think Iâm completely off-base with the thematic resonance with Spoon River Anthology, give âWhen I Goâ a listen, and then give âThe Mountainâ a listen (keep an ear out for waves, grace, and dreams).
Listen to the studio version on YouTube or Spotify. Lyrics
Then read âElijah Browning,â the poem that marks the end of the epitaphs in Spoon River Anthology.
Elijah Browning
I was among multitudes of childrenÂ
Dancing at the foot of a mountain.Â
A breeze blew out of the east and swept them as leaves,Â
Driving some up the slopesâŚ. All was changed.Â
Here were flying lights, and mystic moons, and dream-music.Â
A cloud fell upon us. When it lifted all was changed.Â
I was now amid multitudes who were wrangling.Â
Then a figure in shimmering gold, and one with a trumpet,Â
And one with a sceptre stood before me.Â
They mocked me and danced a rigadoon and vanishedâŚ.Â
All was changed again. Out of a bower of poppiesÂ
A woman bared her breasts and lifted her open mouth to mine.Â
I kissed her. The taste of her lips was like salt.Â
She left blood on my lips. I fell exhausted.Â
I arose and ascended higher, but a mist as from an icebergÂ
Clouded my steps. I was cold and in pain.Â
Then the sun streamed on me again,Â
And I saw the mists below me hiding all below them.Â
And I, bent over my staff, knew myselfÂ
Silhouetted against the snow. And above meÂ
Was the soundless air, pierced by a cone of ice,Â
Over which hung a solitary star!Â
A shudder of ecstasy, a shudder of fearÂ
Ran through me. But I could not return to the slopes âÂ
Nay, I wished not to return.Â
For the spent waves of the symphony of freedomÂ
Lapped the ethereal cliffs about me.Â
Therefore I climbed to the pinnacle.Â
I flung away my staff.Â
I touched that starÂ
With my outstretched hand.Â
I vanished utterly.Â
For the mountain delivers to Infinite TruthÂ
Whosoever touches the star!
     âEdgar Lee Masters
Thanks for reading. Special thanks to Tracy Grammer for responding to my questions and helping with pictures. Thanks also to Sing Out! for introducing me to Dave Carter & Tracy Grammerâs music with âTillman Co.â many moons ago.