Life, and Life Only: “It’s Alright, Ma (I’m Only Bleeding)”
âWhen he was on, no one could auto-desecrate better. âHe who is not busy being born is busy dying,â he famously intoned in âItâs Alright Ma (Iâm Only Bleeding),â and way before the aphorism became worthy of inclusion in Bartlettâs Familiar Quotations, he knew that inspiration was episodic, that it was all too easy to become sick of yourself and all of your creations.â
—David Yaffe on Bob Dylan
Prelude
St. Paul provided the text. Bob Dylan then provided the anthem.
One morning a few weeks ago, I woke up with the phrase âDo not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mindâŚâ running through my head. Itâs part of a verse from Paulâs Epistle to the Romans. Itâs one that Martin Luther King, Jr. would preach on. It provides a source of rebuttal to other passages from Romans less friendly to those practicing civil disobedience.
This waking mantra was an odd thing. I canât think of another time Iâve woken with a Bible passage ringing in my mind this way. Song lyrics are more common, which is unsurprising given how often I stick my head inside a song and look around. Paulâs advice soon gave way in my thoughts to Dylanâs observation âthat he not busy being born is busy dyingâ from Bringing It All Back Homeâs âItâs Alright, Ma (Iâm Only Bleeding).â The two quotes bubbled up for me because of this blog, for reasons that I will explore before we’re done.
In the meantime, we need to understand how “It’s Alright, Ma (I’m Only Bleeding)” is a matter of life and death.
Darkness at the break of noon
I felt drawn into this song. Dylanâs sweeping poetic masterpiece is an artistâs âConversation with Death.â It is a work of poetry that certainly landed in the âcreditâ column in Dylanâs account with the Nobel Committee. Dylan infuses musical tension in the arrangement and into the hypnotic rhyme of the lyrics. The lyrics obey a strict structure through five sets of verses. It is a declaration of independence in Dylanâs much heralded transition from the one who burst onto the folk scene “already a legend” to uncompromising, restless, and enigmatic rock artist.
Bringing it All Back Home foreshadows âItâs Alright, Maâsâ artistâs statement earlier in the album with the opening lines of âShe Belongs to Meâ:
Sheâs got everything she needs, sheâs an artist
she donât look back.
Whether Dylan drew inspiration in this ironically titled song from a real woman in his life or from Euterpe or one of her sister Muses, the line hints of whatâs to come. Dylan here begins defining the principled stance the artist takes in the world: Donât look back. Whoever she is, the lyrics make clear she doesn’t really belong to him.
âMaggieâs Farm,â the song that blew up the Newport Folk Festival, follows next. In it, Dylan declares that he wonât labor in the fields of the folk âestablishment.â
I ainât gonna work on Maggieâs farm no more
No, I ainât gonna work on Maggieâs farm no more
Well, I try my best
To be just like I am
But everybody wants you
To be just like them
They sing while you slave and I just get bored
I ainât gonna work on Maggieâs farm no more
Listen to Dylanâs âA Hard Rainâs A-Gonna Fallâ from his Live at the Gaslight 1962 to get a sense of the vibe he bridles against here. With no disrespect to the Pete Seeger approach, Dylan was not going to be in the business of convening sing-alongs.
Bringing It All Back Homeâs revolutionary, electrified A-side eventually yields to an acoustic B-side, leading off with âBob Dylanâs 115th Dream,â âMr. Tambourine Man,â and âGates of Eden.â âMr. Tambourine Manâ was the song that first turned me on to Dylan as a teenager, opening a new dimension in my musical imagination. (Thanks, Dad.)
âItâs Alright, Ma (Iâm Only Bleeding)â starts spare and ominous. The stark guitar intro yields quickly to Dylanâs rhythmic recitation. The stanzas build tension through the opening salvo of words, including the famous phrase that brought me here, in the songâs second verse:
Pointed threats, they bluff with scorn
Suicide remarks are torn
From the foolâs gold mouthpiece the hollow horn
Plays wasted words, proves to warn
That he not busy being born is busy dying
The three line choruses at after every three verses brings bring relief from the tension, and reassurance that it’s alright, Ma. Dylan hews to the AAAAAE BBBBBE CCCCCE DDE rhyme structure in a way that delights the ear.