One Day You’ll Be Gone: “If We Were Vampires” — CwD 12
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The feeling in this performance is haunting and raw. I think the producers were going for a Gothic feel to key in on the āvampireā element. The extra reverb to the arrangement helps. To me, however, the real power is in the eye contact. I donāt want to go a gossipy route or invade anybodyās privacy, but thatās an undeniably heroic performance in my book, on both their parts. I couldnāt keep my composure just watching it next to my spouse.
Their more recent performance of the song on Austin City Limits seems like theyāve grown more accustomed to it. Whether thatās them or me, I donāt know. It feels less intense, although still well done.
Mortal boundaries
Isbell currently rides a well-deserved wave of popularity for his incisive, plain-spoken lyrics. Heās more like John Prine than Bob Dylan to my ear. I appreciate the accessibility of his songs, as I mentioned above. I also appreciate that he gives mortality healthy respect throughout his songwriting, not just in āIf We Were Vampires.ā
Isbellās previous album,Ā Something More than Free, includes āChildren of Children,ā in which the singer reflects on being the child of teenage parents. The protagonist in the song speaks of the years of his own life as stealing years from his motherās. He frames his existence as a cost against the finite denominator of his motherās life, and he expresses pain at the fraction he exacted. Time running out feels like less of a gift in this song. Similarly, āSpeed Trap Townā reflects on the life change that opens for its protagonist when his ailing father passes away.
TheĀ Nashville Sound covers a range of themes, but death hovers about the edges, even when it doesnāt take center stage. Itās more or less implicit in both āMolotovā and āLast of My Kind,ā which appeared in the Tiny Desk Concert. After running the gamut of the strong feelings Isbell explores,Ā The Nashville Sound delivers sweeter, sentimental āSomething to Loveā at the end. The protagonist in this song reflects on his musical upbringing and addresses a young daughter, with the infinite and the finite playing off each other. Each verse, in its own way, subtle or not, has a mortal tinge. In the first verse, we hear āold men with old guitars smoking Winston Lights.ā In the second, old women sing āsoftly to the savior like a friend.ā In the third, he sings of the childās mother in the past tense.
In the fourth and final verse, his advice to find something to love concludes with ājust find what makes you happy, girl, and do it ātil youāre gone.ā The counsel here is for what to do with the time you have. The fatherās wish to his daughter dispels the comforting delusion of immortality through children, and gives her calling its own mortal boundary.
Songs that do the work
Isbell expresses dissatisfaction in the Saunders interview with the tendency of fans to suppose that he is the protagonist of his songs. Iām not going to assume that either, although in other interviews heās acknowledged that āSomething to Loveā is partly autobiographical. As always, I want to keep a proper distance on that front, despite the personal themes involved. I wonāt allege that these songs fully tell my story, either. My stories and his, though, meet in a meaningful middle. Thatās really what the art is all about in the end. I donāt suppose that through them that I understand him better. I can only hope I understand myself better.
Iām still working through the elements of personal history and strong feeling that these songs evoke. It will remain an open question whether I will āneed themā or appreciate them in the same way over time. Itās yet another question whether I should keep them around. Perhaps itās best that their allure is temporary and not enduring. That doesnāt necessarily diminish their value.
Writing through various murder ballads and āconversations with deathā has done a lot of work for me over the years of this blog. Itās been immensely rewarding in multiple ways. I am finding that Iām wanting to push beyond those boundaries. Those of you who have been reading our posts have probably seen me say this over the last couple years. Murder ballads provided a solid creative direction for a while, and Iām finding that I want to explore more avenues. The songs will stay with me as old favorites, but Iām in a different place with how I engage the genre.
My writing work here has also recently helped lead me to a new āsomething to love.ā Iām going to be devoting a good deal of time and creative energy to that new work now. Iāll be taking a backseat to Pat here at Murder Ballad Monday for the foreseeable future.Ā Pat and I, and our other contributors, are going to be doing some creative thinking over the coming months to expand our vision for this conversation. Please stay tuned. Thanks, as always, for listening and reading.
You can listen to a Spotify playlist of all the songs in this post here.